plea
Wednesday, May 23, 2012 @ 10:17 PM

Wai Yeng told me this:  If u miss 29, just go for it! 拿起勇气,不管三七二十一,冲吧!为了爱奋斗! 加油!


I really wanted to just wait for him.
Why is there always a 'BUT' in my words?
No longer I know my feelings towards are from the past, or for the future.
I am really confused.
Time will just flush you out of my mind.


I love you, you loves her, she loves him, he loves me. #wtf


I am so exhausted in guessing what's going on in your mind.
Everytime you suka suka then msg me.
& most of the time, complaining about SIM students flooding the buses.
I DO NOT RUN SIM!
& YOU THINK I LIKE TRAVELLING TO SIM?!


SIM is just one dog mill.


Btw, if you want to die.
Just go ahead...
Bring her together with you.
Since you have intentions to murder her.
I am not nor going to stop you from harboring such STUPID ideas.
FYI, when she dies with you - she will be yours forever.
(DUMBASS)


I will attend your funeral, laughing at your stupidity.
I won't even bother to shed a single tear for you coz your stupidity ain't worthy of my tears. 
I did so much for you, everything seems to be going down the drain.


You will have a bright future ahead, trust me.
Once you die, you have nothing.
You can't go heaven nor hell.
You will be earth-bound.


Just take it as I am begging you.
Life is more than being a black sheep in the family or stuck with a wonderful girl who you have no intentions to spend your future with.
You taught me this: Life is like a box of chocolates, you will never know what filling you gonna get.

heart's still beating
Friday, May 11, 2012 @ 2:51 PM



I threw a wish in the well
Don't ask me, I'll never tell 
I looked to you as I fell
And now you're in my way
I trade my soul for a wish
Pennies and dimes for a kiss I wasn't looking for this 
But now you're in my way
Your stare was holdin' 
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin' 
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you and this is crazy, 
But here's my number so call me maybe
It's hard to look right at you baby, 
But here's my number so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, 
But here's my number, so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to chase me, 
But here's my number so call me maybe
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/carly_rae_jepsen/call_me_maybe.html ]
You took your time with the call 
I took no time with the fall
You gave me nothing at all, but still you're in my way
I beg and borrow and steal
Have foresight and it's real
I didn't know I would feel it, but it's in my way
Your stare was holdin', Ripped jeans, 
Skin was showin' Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey I just met you
And this is crazy
But here's my number
So call me maybe
It's hard to look right, at you baby, 
But here's my number so call me maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy 
But here's my number so call me maybe
And all the other boys, try to change me, 
But here's my number so call me maybe

Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad I missed you so, so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that I missed you so, so bad
It's hard to look right at you baby, 
But here's my number so call me, maybe
Hey, I just met you, and this is crazy, 
But here's my number so call me maybe
And all the other boys try to chase me, 
But here's my number so call me maybe
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
I missed you so bad I missed you so so bad
Before you came into my life I missed you so bad
And you should know that
So call me maybe





The day I, first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love.
But now that I get you, I know fear is what it really was.
Now here we are, so close, yet so far. Haven't I passed the test?
When will you realize, baby I'm not like the rest?

Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break.
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake.
There's just one life to live and there's no time to wait (to waste).
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.

On Sunday you went home, alone, there were tears in your eyes.
I called your cell phone, my love, but you did not reply
The world is ours, if we want it, we can take it if you just take my hand.
There's no turning back now, baby try to understand.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/demi_lovato/give_your_heart_a_break.html ]
Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to wait (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There just so much you can take. Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.

When your lips are on my lips, and our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my finger tips every time you run

Don't wanna break your heart, wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong, like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live and there's no time to wait (to waste)
So let me give your heart a break

Cause you've been hurt before, I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart, maybe I can ease the ache (the ache)

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
There just so much you can take. Give your heart a break, let me give your heart a break, your heart a break, oh yeah yeah.

The day I first met you, you told me you'd never fall in love

6yrs
Thursday, May 3, 2012 @ 1:00 AM

Yes, I have fallen for a guy.
This time round is for real.
No more hide-and-seek.

Both of us have been in this hide-and-seek game for almost 6years.
I am tired.
And somehow, deep down within me, a voice is telling me:
"He's the one for you.
No one will be able to replace him."

I don't deny the fact that I feel like a bitch at times.
But please bear with me.

He is starting to loose his footing is keeping up with his guilt.
Guilt in being unfaithful towards her.
Guilt in making me falling in love with him again.

The most worrying issue is:
His 'she' doesn't know that he has been using her just to forget me.
Can I warn her?
Can I prevent her from getting hurt?
I know she loves him wholeheartedly.

She had been hurt once and no longer believe in true love till he came into her life.
But when can he tell her the truth?
Why can't he just tell her that he has been meeting me behind her back?
Why can't he just be truthful towards?

On the other hand, I got to know even more of his deep dark secrets.
Why me?
Why am I the only one who knows all about him?
Is fate playing with me?

At times, it just feel like we two are having an underground relationship.
So discreet...
So hush hush...

I have been wearing the ring since 30Apr 2012.
The last day of April 2012 to give myself strength and motivation in life.
To the ring: 
You're now the only one which can link me with him.
To teddy:
Mummy is hoping that daddy will be back very soon.
He has been away for too long.
To Hugo Boss Men's Perfume:
I love this scent the most.
It just remind me of you.
You make me feel so close to him.
To HIM:
Whatever happens, I will be there for you.
I miss you.
To his 'HER':
Girl, if you really love him like I do.
Make him the most happiest guy on earth.
Make him love you like you're his last.
Seeing you two last is maybe the most reluctant thing that I have to wish for.
But, as long as both of you are happy and leading a blissful life.
I give you my sincerest blessings.

煎熬
Tuesday, May 1, 2012 @ 10:08 PM

("西街少年"插曲)

  曲:包小柏 词:李俊广




歌 (歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com)
 女: 刚好 我们拥有彼此寻找的好



 可惜不太凑巧在错的时候情路上遇到


 男: 若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬


 不然我绝不肯这样眼睁睁 看你重回他怀抱




魁 (歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com)
 女: 嘴角勉强撑起了笑 也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲


 男: 因为你说 说到做到 提的起放的下 才有男人的味道


 女: 我不是不知道 没有你的日子会有多么煎熬


 男: 就算是我傻的可笑 失去当成得到


 只要能够对你好 我都会做到


 合: 就算是我傻的可笑 失去当成得到 只要能够对你好


 (我都会做到)




· (歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com)
 女: 你是否懂我的感受


 男: 说走却舍不得掉头


 女: 我不该爱的太重


  男: 让你我如此难过


  合: 为何我爱的一切 没有结果

saturn strikes
Sunday, April 29, 2012 @ 12:42 PM

Soon, you will be mine again...
I am starting to be behaving just like a psychopath.
Damn~

Well, all said are true.
Girl, you just don't know how scheming I am.
I will get even on you...
Especially for wasting my time.

*anger overwhelmed me, the devil has been awakened*

bonkus
Saturday, April 21, 2012 @ 2:57 AM

Why is it so hard to absorb lecture notes?
Exam is only 2 days away!
AHHHHH!!!!

I need Buddha's leg now!
YELP!

Managed to submit a resume to SELECT CATERING.
Hopefully I get recruited by them for my holiday.
If not, I have to graze on grass.

Somehow I have this wacky thought in praying to the BELLCURVE GOD.
ahahahahaha!!!

我不願讓你一個人
Thursday, April 12, 2012 @ 12:03 AM

如果你聽到這首歌,我想對你說:你,就是我最放不下的人...



其實 我不是找不到 比你更好的
而是 我不想去找到 比你更好的
所以 我不願讓你一個人
可是 你寧願讓我一個人